!@#$%^&* this!!! Wow maybe this was suppose to be the week of clarity for me because I have found out alot about some of the key players in my life. Key players is a major overstatement, “people” should cover it nicely with still a little to much sugar. I trust people to much and that forces me to make decisions based on their actions, not my own. Example- Willow tells me that she heard Jacqi say that i was “obsessed” with her. The word “obsessed” is a major buzz word for me, because when I hear it I think of Swim Fan. I aint like that crazy bitch.I tell Jacqi in confidence and no one else. Well Jacqi confronts her on this and it ends up that I promise Willow I would cover for her so Jacqi wouldn’t get mad at her further.

So fast forward a few days. Everyone is having fun at my house. Beer is being drank, music is going, and smiles are seen through out the house. Some unfortunate fool (me) becomes the target of a hate crime. Jacqi asks me what Willow said to me on the frisbee golf course was true. As you will note in the above paragraph, I told Willow I would cover for her. I said no it wasn’t true and the shit started. I was dodging every bullet I could until I was up against the wall. All of the screaming made me break down and the promise I made to Willow collapsed. So now I had two irrational women on my hands. Mind you all of this spawned out of no where. Things went bad and even when I produced solid evidence that proved my innocence, I was meet with screaming from Willow and Jacqi. That’s what women do when they are meet with damaging evidence. Jacqi left my house thinking I was a liar.

In conclusion, I have learned that if you plan on being with someone you work with, make sure that you don’t socialize with other people at work. All they will do is gossip and cause you more stress then you can possibly imagine. Also, Richard, I will not need the “I told ya so” I know you have waiting for me. Because I knew this would happen all along wanting it to or not.